Not finding a job after college

The past four months for me have been filled with frustration, contentment, and exploration. When I graduated in July, I moved back home when my lease was up. I was determined not to stay here long, and even refused to buy a bed for about a month. But then came the fear. Not the fear of not being able to find a job, but the fear of putting myself out there, having endless possibilities. I was afraid to apply.

I wasn't like a lot of my other classmates who applied for jobs during the school year, so they could start working in the Fall. I just got a summer internship, and didn't want to worry about job hunting until it was over. My internship experience was interesting, but still not an actual paying job.

Now that it is November, I have been feeling like I'm just not good enough and have been wondering why. I have a good resume (in my opinion), I have entry level experience, but I haven't even been called back for a regular office assistant job that you don't even need a degree for. I had brief thoughts of 'why did I go to college anyway?'

However, before this job search, I prayed that the doors that I'm supposed to go through be opened, and the ones I'm not to be closed. Still the process is frustrating when the only jobs that call me for interviews seem like scams. I went to one interview that completely turned me off and avoided similar jobs. (ones that have the same exact description but different names).

That was the frustration...

After that I got way too content. I didn't even start applying to jobs until about September because of fear, and then I got to content with my situation at home. Don't ask me how because Lord knows I want my own space, quickly, so I can get out of here. But, it is easy to get comfortable in your situation.

But, then I got to explore possibilities if people didn't want to hire me. I would make my own dang business. I started writing, determined that I would become the next best seller (which I hope is true), and create my own branding business. I can do it, but that comes with a lot of planning. honestly it seems like my best bet at the moment. So the future....

Anyway, life after college is a journey. I kinda hate it, but I like it as well because I do have a lot of freedom, and no responsibilities at the moment. Honestly its not bad, but constantly getting rejected with no explanation can really wear you down. *sigh*

With love,
Lisa

Baptism: Action vs Words or Action with Words

On my journey with Christ, I have met different people who don't believe Baptism is a requirement. They view it as only symbolic, but not necessary, as long as you have confessed aloud or in your heart. This has never sat well with me because baptism has always been apart of my church life and culture.

Why would Jesus get baptized if we only needed to confess (speak) our allegiance? He's literally the son of God, and serves as an example for us in the world. Why would John be baptizing followers, if it wasn't just as important?

After reading and analyzing, I know that actions and words are connected and important. Aren't actions greater than words when it comes to people and loyalty? You can say something, but not really mean it. You can say you are Christian, but not live it. So for me, Confessing Christ as our Lord and Savior is just as important as performing the action of Baptism. Because again, when it comes to people, actions are always greater than words. 

In 1 Peter 3:21, It talks about how the water saved only eight people in the days of Noah, and that this water"...symbolizes baptism that now saves you also-not the removal of dirt from the body but the pledge of a clear conscience toward God. 

This also reminded me of John 13:23. "Jesus replied, "Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them and we will come to them and make our home with them. "

This is one example that shows that action is important when it comes to God. Ultimately, as people we perform what we feel. If you love someone, you show it. 

That's why to me, actually getting baptized is important. Saying or Confessing is one step, and Performing is another. So, why not go get dunked. I think it's an awesome experience. 

Lisa

p.s. This is completely open for discussion. If you have any comments please leave them below. 

Hello Again, and Life After Graduation :0

Wow!

Long time no see...or write. It has been an interesting year, and I have finally graduated from college. I have a few experiences to share, like my summer internship, and a new journey about looking for a job. I really want to find something I like! I can't just be satisfied with the usual 8 hour work day unless I really enjoy it. I want to do something different all the time, travel, and just live free. Hopefully I can find something I like.

I figured I would start a mini series about life after graduation, and have started by making a video about it. I have decided to  record the journey. So, the first part of it is called. "The Search". I'll post it below if you're interested.

With love,

Lisa